Fading

It's kind of fading... I feel like you just don't care anymore. You never call when you say you will, I always have to AIM you first, and I'm really getting tired of it. I feel like I'm the one doing all the chasing, and I don't want to be the controlling girlfriend who constantly needs your attention. I'm so over it. I don't want to be the one loving too much, but if somebody doesn't then what's going to be keeping us together? It feels like that's the only thing keeping us together since we don't even see each other often. I just feel so heart broken. It feels like he doesn't even care that much. How are we supposed to keep this going when he leaves? I just don't know