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.. so I guess we're finally official. He called me and he told me he was drunk. I don't know if it was like a spur of the moment, but I'm pretty sure he was serious. Because earlier this week, I forgot what we were talking about, but I was like you're my special friend :) and he said "that sucks." He was like "we are more than fucking 'special friends,' and you know that." It makes sense, but I don't know, he's just leaving and then what's going to happen? That's it? Ugh. But people do craazy thaaangs when they in love.