I know...

that I will end up just being "one of those girls." I feel so degraded and worthless now because who's going to want me now?! I'm just like one of those trophies on his wall that he ends up forgetting about because he has so many. I'm just one of those girls who he takes and then later forgets about them. Yesterday he showed me this girl he used to date, and he was making fun of her and he didn't have to say because I know he did her and whatnot, and it just made me want to cry because I know I'm going to become just one of those girls. I'm not going to matter anymore. I'm going to be forgetten, I won't have his heart anymore. I'll be nothing to him.